Dear ex,
Dear girl I hate,
Dear boy I love,
Dear ex bestfriend,
Dear bestfriend,
Dear mom & dad,



Dear ex,

After all the shit you put me through, I don’t know why I still think of you. You were the closest thing I ever had to a “boyfriend.” You showed me a lot, and you taught me a lot. I’ll be more careful in who I decide to give my whole heart to next time. I can never hate you no matter what.. even if I have every reason to, I just can’t. I have no words to describe the feelings I have towards you now. I just wish you the best, and I hope you’re staying out of trouble. That’s pretty much all that needs to be said about you.

Dear girl I hate,

If “jealousy” is a legit reason to hate somebody, then I guess you’re the one I’m speaking to here. I honestly have no real reason to hate you or hold anything against you even if I feel like you hate my guts. So I should’ve just skipped this one since I don’t really hate anybody…..

Dear boy I love,

Non-existent. (I was actually planning on writing this one about somebody, but I don’t wanna say anything without leading anybody on.)

Dear ex bestfriend,

I miss you. Amazing how things can change so much in one year huh? If I could take back anyone I’ve lost this past year, it’d be you. You’re the only best boy friend I’ve ever had. I wonder if you still think about me as much as I still think you from time to time. Otherwise I feel pretty pathetic. I can hardly remember the last time we spoke without any tension between us. I hope you don’t hate me for whatever reason it is that made you quit talking to me all of a sudden. I regret taking any of our friendship for granted. I know we’ll never re-gain that full friendship, but hopefully in the future we can be at least friends again. I’m happy you finally found someone that’s making you happy. Keep smiling! :)

Dear bestfriend,

I love you sooooo damn much, you don’t even know. Thank you for sticking with me for these past 10+ years. Even if I only see you about every week, no one will ever replace you. You’re the first person I ever consider running to if I need some advice or somebody to talk to or need someone to make me feel better. It helps that we’ve been through pretty much the same shit. You’ve seen me at my worst. You’re one of the only people in my life that I KNOW, 100%, I can trust with anything. Thank you for being considerate to my feelings and knowing exactly what to say to make me feel better while everyone else said the same thing. I have too much to say to you, and I owe you so much.

Dear umie & walid,

I couldn’t have asked for better parents. I love you both. I’m so lucky to have you two in my lives. It could have been worse.. I could have had no parents at all. Even though you guys can be over the top strict and paranoid sometimes, I know it’s only because you have good intentions for me and care for me. Idgaf what any of my friends say. Plus you guys spoil me to death. umie, you’re so beautiful and caring and you’re the greatest role model in my life. You have the biggest job I know. walid, you deserve a valedictorian daughter. I’m sorry how I’m such a disappointment and how you wanna give up on me at times, but I promise I will make you proud of me one day even if it’s the last thing I do.

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